Saturday, June 09, 2012 - 10:55 PM
Its been so long since I updated this space of mine. So much had happened until I do not know where to begin. As we grow older each year, it means more responsibilities to under take. I am still hanging no where with an aimless target. I did not achieved any significant achievements for this 24 years. =(
Everything changes.
Some of my friends are getting married. I am so happy for them. They are entering another brand new phrase of life. At least they will be embracing their new goals soon. While, I am still hanging in the air struggling with relationship problems. =( Its so hard to let go even though you know it yourself, things won't work out. I am thankful for all the constructive advices my friends gave me. Its either I put an end to it or accept the relationship.. Maybe one day, I'll have the courage to end it once and for all. I am already half hear-ted!
I always believe that being in a relationship, it should be a happy thing. If you are unhappy, there will be more problems when you take on the next step, marriage.
On the brighter side of life, I am glad about my career. I met really friendly and helpful colleagues and bosses. In the blink of an eyes, it will be 1st year anniversary on 4th July 2012 . =)
Till then, have a great weekends lovers!
falling in love~
Thursday, October 20, 2011 - 6:42 AM
WE HAVE JOY, WE HAVE FUN , WE HAVE SEASONS IN THE SUN.
Finally I manage to fix the error and allow everyone to view this space.
When I looked back at what I have done for the past few years. I realised how time flies. Time waits for no man. I have learnt to cherish every stage of life because we can never get back to those days.
On a happier note. I am overjoyed that I manage to graduate from UOL after 3 years of struggle. Eventhough, my results was bad I never regretted coming here. This was what I wanted right from the start. Along the way, I have my fair share of joy and sorrows. Those days where I panicked and felt super stress due to bad time management and being a slow learner, I am unable to catch up with the the work load on hand. Those sleepless and emotional nights where I felt so helpless around the exam period. However, I have good times in school too with my bunch of loveliest buddies in SIM ( Malini, XL, Ron, Syl, Mike, Keng , Yuwen, Melvin). We played, we joked , we studied and did everything together. I met new buddies like Jiale, Phyllis, Jasmin , Hui Ying , Michelle who are equally awesome people as a friend and classmate too. They are my pillar of support! :)
Looking back at those good old days in school never fails to plaster a smile across my face. I did silly stuff during lectures too ( too shy to reveal out here lah) for self entertainment.
Good bye SIM. This marks the end of my academic journey.
Moving on, Its another stage of life in the Corporate world which is brand new to me. I'm still learning and trying to make the best out of it.
Happy advance weekends everybody, TGIF yo! Do make full use of your weekends.
falling in love~
Saturday, April 23, 2011 - 2:59 AM
WAY BACK INTO LOVE~
This entry is submitted quite long ago and I didn't publish it till now. Here goes..
" You used to be my pillar of strength my everything. Why am I not given a 2nd chance to justify myself. I failed to realize that you every guy has ego and there is a limit to it.
I am so lost when you left me. You never fails to enlighten me when I needed help in my studies. After we broke up, I am very touched and appreciate that you still voluntarily lend me a helping hand in my studies, sacrificed the eve of exam to teach me POA. Thank you for caring for me even after we broke up. Your nice gesutures make me even harder to overcome and move on. No guys would have done that to their EXgf seriously.
I did some reflection about myself and understand that I am so childish! You cared a lot for me, take the initiative to force me to study yet I pick a fight with you over it.
You are so nice to me yet I took it for granted"
^^
falling in love~
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 - 11:34 PM
Problems
Handling relationship issues is never easy. Each time I faced with a hurdle, I'm lost! It takes both hand to clap. We just cannot come to a common agreement each time we talked things out. I questioned myself and figured that both of us are really stubborn people. We can't give ways.
:(
falling in love~
Sunday, April 10, 2011 - 11:50 AM
Looking at the convocation. It reminds me of how badly I did in UOL :'( I am supposed to graduate last year but .... My heart sank.
falling in love~
Friday, April 08, 2011 - 11:52 AM
Goodbye~
I hate the life I am leading right now :( You know when you put in effort in something and it didnt turn out the way you wanted it to be. Truly disappointing and hurtful.
I have nobody to blame but myself for creating a big mess in my own life.
I hope I can see some light to life and find my true happiness.
falling in love~
Monday, January 31, 2011 - 9:14 PM
The fear and phobia in UOL exams.
Its supposed to be the final lap for me provided I clear my papers. After failing some of the papers, It had incurred fear and phobia for me. I really do not want to repeat it again. Its really mentally and physically draining roller coaster ride. I blamed myself entirely for not being intelligent & diligent. In short, UOL is not for me. Invested so much time on it, even if I pass its just medicore work. Whats the point of coming UOL when honours classification is important. Major disappointment :'( I really can't cope with the level of stress especially when its near to the exams. (Perhaps there are too many accumulated doubts) Why am I so vulnerable?
I always asked myelf : Why everyone can do it but me!! Why??! I am supposed to graduate last semester and it got delayed. My friends who graduated got decent results in the 2nd hon-ours classification. Why can't I even attain the minimum :(
Now that its my final year. I am still not confident in clearing. Seriously, what am I thinking and what is wrong with me.
The whole academic journey in UOL is miserable to me.
The only thing I'm thankful about is meeting new and nice buddies like Melvin & Jiale...etc
I really hope I'm able to end this journey soon!! I do not want to do it again :(
falling in love~
