Sunday, March 29, 2009 - 8:43 AM
Dear Diary,I just feel like blogging and telling whats on my mind over here.After the long hiatus, so much had happened and I'm not sure how should I start.Changes everywhere!I miss my friends, I know I neglected some of you guys. I only keep in touch with you on and off. My deepest apologies.I'm very bad at time management and I find myself very lost and didnt accomplish much at the end of the day.What a failure!I'm very disappointed with myself about my attiutute towards studies. I lost the momentum, motivation and determination. I have diffculties getting started and focus! I dont know if i've already given up hope or what? =( I dont seems to be doing anything despite the fact that I know I'm definitely troubled in studies. WHY CANT I GET FOCUS! I'm not as cheerful as before. I hate to say this and I cant believe that I broke down many times..Why why why? I still miss my Ex-Boyfriend very much. Its been quite some time but my heart dont seems to let go! Why am i still waiting for him when I know its already impossible ? ?It is not going to happen. 原来到了最后，你还是选择了放弃我Why is it so hard to lead a happy life and be happy?I'm very distracted this year and I forsee miserable days ahead.
falling in love~
