Hello loveliest readers and friends. I am finally here to blog after going in missing in action for quite some time. I'm done with the major exams. For now , I'll cast all my worries aside temporarily and concentrade on enjoying myself to the fullest before I face reality. I'm prepared for the worst =( Not that i'm negative, I know myself best and where I stand. Its ME who bought myself to this path..
Ok! I know I said this a lot of times in my entries but I'm really touched for those who stand by me during the period when i'm down, your words of encouragement, support and assurance definitely helps a lot.- Heartfelt thanks to my loveliest friends whose always so understanding. =) ( you know who you are)
Throughout the so called ' exams preparation' I learnt a lot and I realised where I have gone wrong =) I tackled the skills to prepare UOL in the midst of studying, which is too late. It should be done consistently. I just screwed up everything, taking things for granted at the early stage of UOL.
I'm feeling very disappointed and guilty for letting my parents down. I've all my needs/wants! They give me all that I needed. Whatever I ask for , i get it. The least I could do is to be focus on my studies and not let them down =( They sacrified a lot for me when I needed silence when I'm studying. They gave in to me during the exams period. But whats the outcome? I'm such a disappointment to them =( I failed to be a good daughter and student.
The past 2-3 months was a nightmare. I broke down so many times during the exams period, feeling totally helpless. There is nobody to blame but MYSELF. I could make my life smooth sailing, taking corrective measures but I did not ! Until the situation got out of control and I don't know what exactly to do at that point of time =(
Enough of my misery and whinnings.
On the bright side, UOL is totally cool too because I get to meet wonderful people whom I didnt expect to be-friend with them. It started of as beatiful stranger/passer by in life to friends =) I hope our friendship will last ~ ( you know who you are right? ). Also, studying with Gary,Melvin,Philip,Mal,Xl,James is totally awesome! We were saying, if only we got to know each other earlier...
I'm totally addicted to facebook doing friend's quiz and getting super low results.HAHAHA!
I cant wait for tomorrow-Adventure trip out in the middle of the night =DD
Happy holidays~
Lastly, to the secret person who sms-ed me on the Eve of my Corporate Finance paper: I don't know if you happen to read this. But thanks! Yes, your prediction is right. Secret person asked me to back myself up on calculation topic. I did not =( I replied back to ask who are you? but no respond..Hmmm? Fishy. How you get my number? =X
