Thursday, December 14, 2006 - 8:44 PM
HELLO!
I'm back to blogging again.Sorry all for the long hiatus =)
SO WHAT IF EXAMS ARE OVER - I'm supposed to feel relief yet i'm feeling fucking worried for my results.IOM today was demoralising! I did study but i dunno why i cant apply to the questtions.Everything just seems so vague~ Before attempting to the questions, i was looking through first.My reaction was " DIE lah i got no confidence " And , its all about memorsing.Once you CANT recall any informations then "GDLUCK" I dont even know what i'm doing/writing ! Yes i know, i shant blame that it was a killer paper.I'm at fault too for not putting much effort..I have the mentality that since its all about memorising.I think i will be able to make it =X But...SIGH! Thus, all the Management informations i have are not CLEAR INSIDE MY MIND! Leading to whinnings and more whinnings after the IOM paper. I'm hoping for a MIRACLE to make me pass, i think i need at least 38/100 for that paper to MAKE it cause its 60percent of overall, 40% is comes from my CA! FCUK, dont even know i can pull through?....*SIGH*
On a slightly happier note,ECONS was good & SSEL ( dont ask, i dont know how to comment,LOL).Hopefully i will be able to do well for Econs =) But, you know results this kind of things are always UNPREDICTABLE ! So i will just keep my finger crossed and pray/hope for the best on thed 22nd DEC =X
Whatever it is, i just cant get over/move on how bad i screwed up my IOM paper! ARGH... The feeling of screwing up the paper and having the least bit of confidence SUCKS cum depressing =( To make matter worst for me, the way SIM work for promotion creteria is STRICT.You need to PASS/CLEAR all your modules inorder to be promoted if not = repeat whole module. Ok , tell me how to chill or dont think too much about it ?
I hereby apologies for all the whinnings and lousy entry today =X Bear with me cause i need to RANT out all my feelings within my heart !
` IF ONLY I CAN TURN BACK TIME & MUG HARD FOR MANAGMENT, but its OVER =X I have learnt my mistake for always taking things to lightly when it is so CRITICAL!
falling in love~
