Monday, January 05, 2009 - 5:08 AM
Agonising period ='(
Many thoughts running through my mind that I dont even know how to express it out... I hope I will be strong and overcome this and move on with life..I'm still trying hard to. But i ended up tearing whenever I think of him and the memories we had.
I secretly wish that I can tell him how much i miss him, how much I wanna talk to him and how much I wanna see him. But then again, everything is over and whats the point? I guess he hates me so much that he deleted everything related to me or he wants to forget about my existence. I wonder why? Perhaps erasing me from his life completely makes him feel better and happier? Will he still regard me as a friend or a complete stranger?
Nevetheless, I still wish him all the best in life and happiness. Takecare~
Why am I still clinging onto it and thinking about him when I know that he has already move on or trying to move on?
I dont know why but deep down I still love him and I know that we can never be together anymore.
I tried to keep my emotions under control by keeping my mind busy, but he just kept running through my mind and me tearing.
Anyway, I thank all of you my loveliest friends for the strong support and encouragement !
Hopefully, by then I feel better in my next post?
falling in love~
